Why father?

It hurts...
Going on without you hurts
Every moment, every second that you are gone
My heart hurts more and more
Until at last, I am completely numb
Tears running down my face like a dam had just been broken
Why did you have to leave?
Why did he take you?


I trusted him with my life
and yet...
He betrayed me in the most painful way
By taking you away from me, he destroyed my life
All this pain
Its because of him


Its starting to hurt again
The numbness has left
Opening up another door of hurt, guilt and sarrow
Father...
Why did you take her?
You hurt me when you did that
Why?
Why did you take my wife away from me?
I can't live without her


It hurts...
All I feel is the pain, but now...
A new feeling starts to well up inside of me
My love
My one and only love was killed!
Father...
You hurt me for the last time
I hate you for hurting me so much
All I think about is the day you die
I can only hope that it is I that slays you
A foul beast is the only right thing to call some one so cruel


You hurt me...
You tore me apart...
Now...
I'll make you regret it
You stole away my love
My life


Just watch while I hurt you
Just wait
One day I'll be able to hurt you so much that you'll wish you were dead


Up until that moment...
Up until you hurt me...
Up until the very moment that you said that she had to die
I trusted you
I loved you
You were and are my father
But a father doe not take away ones love
You may be my father by blood, but no longer are you my father in my heart or my mind
Yes
I may still call you father
But they are nothing, but words
Dead words...
Just like how I feel inside


Now I must protect my sons from you
It hurts to think about what you did
It hurts even more to think of the pain you've caused my sons while I slept
The hurt will end
My sons shall not see me as some one that kills their loved ones
They will see you for what you are


A foul beast
And I'll be standing there
Watching over them
Waiting to swoop down and protect them
It hurts to think that I had one trusted such a foul beast


Why did you take her away?
Why...
She was my love...
My life
It hurts to think about her
This wound shall never heal
A new one shall never form
as long as I keep my sons from you...